{"id":518,"date":"2013-08-31T11:39:29","date_gmt":"2013-08-31T03:39:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benjamincheah.wordpress.com\/?p=518"},"modified":"2013-08-31T11:39:29","modified_gmt":"2013-08-31T03:39:29","slug":"killing-babies-and-closing-doors","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kitsuncheah.com\/?p=518","title":{"rendered":"Killing Babies and Closing Doors"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>At any one moment I have dozens of ideas. But there&#8217;s only 24 hours in a day. \u00a0The trick is to make the most use of what time there is, doing only the most profitable, the most important, the most passion-driven you can do in the present. Then moving on to something else when needs change. And when you discover you a have a product that can no longer live up to your expectations, you have to let it go.<\/p>\n<p>I know I&#8217;m good, but I&#8217;m not content to be\u00a0merely<em> good. <\/em>I want to be<em> great<\/em>. I want to be\u00a0<em>excellent<\/em>. \u00a0I want to live up to my fullest potential and beyond, to ensure everything I write reaches the height of my abilities and take them one step further. (That, and make <i>real<\/i> money, which ties back into skill and craft.)\u00a0Keepers of the Flame, the second story and first main entry of the American Heirs series, could no longer do that.<\/p>\n<p>It became a monster. Over a hundred thousand words in, I found myself with a bloated behemoth rushing towards a climax that was neither satisfying nor realistic. There was just too much stuff in there to juggle. Finishing it became tedious. Publishing it would have been a travesty. And editing it&#8230;would mean effectively restarting it.<\/p>\n<p>I had to start that novel from scratch again. It was the only thing my conscience would have allowed. And yet&#8230;I was still too close to the old story to do it right. To do right by it. I had to do something else, find a new way to do things, one that would be true to what I want to be.<\/p>\n<p>So I wrote other stories. One was decent, sort of, and maybe would find a home online. The other again suffered from the same curse; in trying to do too much it accomplished nothing, leading to a hollow plot, bland characters and a boring climax. Not what I want to be remembered for.<\/p>\n<p>I went back to the drawing board, consciously re-applying the lessons I had to re-learn about my chosen craft. Maybe I have something now. I\u00a0<em>hope<\/em> have something now. A military science fiction\/space opera series in the vein of Marcus Wynn&#8217;s gunfighter noir, Jack Murphy&#8217;s full-auto military fiction and Peter Nealen&#8217;s vision of third generation warfare with a strong dose of high tech, space travel and social commentary. I&#8217;m closing the doors on most of my transient interests, going back to my roots as a writer at the intersection of combat, technology, politics and the soul. It&#8217;s like exercise, deliberately tearing muscle fiber apart to get them to regrow, stronger.<\/p>\n<p>Not that I&#8217;m discarding everything. Other stuff will be recycled in other ideas, other approaches, other stories. I&#8217;m already thinking of transmedia franchises: serials, movies, video games. That&#8217;s all in the future, but it seems to me like the less I put into my stories the more options I generate. Interesting, that.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m applying this approach to the rest my life. My daily routine, planning, work, other writing projects and more. It&#8217;s another everyday transformation, and all I can say is, it&#8217;s going to be interesting times ahead.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>At any one moment I have dozens of ideas. 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